Hrmmmm

hi baby

just got back from having supper with friends. we were just sitting in a coffee shop talking kok.

not wanting to toot my own horn, so pls don't take it that way. i met a friend today who calls me the "inconfident chiobu" and it puzzles him a lot. And i like him cos he's very frank and blunt, so I knew he wasn't kidding. which made me think: first of all, am i very inconfident? hrm, maybe not with you, but I guess with certain pple. secondly, is it weird that i don't think myself that way? that i'm "chio". i don't really get hit on by many pple for one, and i've learnt not to take compliments too seriously, because well, talk is cheap, and guys just lay it on so thick when they want to get into a girl's pants, chio or not chio.

anyway, you know me, i hate talking about looks. i think it's because my friends have made me feel bad for supposedly being pretty. even tessa makes me uncomfortable sometimes. I should take it as a compliment but i don't. and hence, i find it a hinderance when it comes to making friends with girls, you know what i mean?

now i feel horrible for talking about this, because well you know me, i just hate this kind of thing, but if i don't talk to you about it, then who?

anyway, i met this girl today, my friend's friend and she was so nice. she's very sweet and made me feel very comfortable and welcomed. as if i was her own friend. i think it's such a gift for pple to be sincere and sweet in that way, i wish i had that but my shyness gets in the way.

on a different note, we're celebrating my mum's b'day tomorrow. it's actually on sunday but she could only get leave today. i forgot to buy her a present! but i really want to, i realised that she's a really great mother. so giving and selfless!

i hope you had a good day... hoping that you come onto MSN.

MUAKS